/sigh

Asking people to come to my graduation is starting to be depressing u_u.
At first, it is surreal, you know? I’m actually asking people to come to MY graduation. I’m finally doing it. I’m making plans and going over last bits and finally… finally graduating high school. Even the thought about it is too immense for me to fully comprehend just yet.

And now… as I am asking people,… most of them are turning me down. It’s understandable. People can’t make it because of trips or being too busy. I understand and if I were in their shoes, I would apologize too. Still… it hurts I have to admit. Usually people see me not really caring anymore about school or people, but even to me, graduation is a big deal. I want to spend it with people that I care about and I want to enjoy my day with the people I enjoy spending my time with. I want to share my happiness with everyone and make them happy too, you know?

Alas, it’s just a dream of mine. I can’t really control anybody if they’re coming or not, but it would be nice for my friends to come. Any of my friends. 
Francis told me if they want to come, then they’ll ask when/the place/etc. 
I’m putting my faith in that then. If my friends want to come, then they’ll ask about it. I’m kind of demotivated to ask people now, haha ^_^;
Kind of sad that the only people that asked are family that I don’t even talk to anymore u_u.

We’ll see.

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